| no matter what you do with your days, you always end up sleeping at night |
[26 Nov 2005|03:59am] |
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um yeahh, so everything is pretty much sucking...
nothing seems like its gona get better...tho i wish it would.
err...nothing gose smooth anymore like it use to...
even tho im a pretty smooooottthhhh chick, right?
anyways on a different note...im almost sure im moving to akinson this winter...or soonish.
i guess it would be cool...something different a change. so i cant wait i guess.
i got a new jetta on the 5th...its really hawttt and pretty damn sweet. offfff!
i love it. its a 2003...automatic everything, sunroof, heated seats...ect
and its a 5 speed ,what i always wanted.
remember i love you& im sorry when i fuck everything up? i guess. tho i dont even know why im saying sorry, but i am...your my everything and so much more...cant wait to see you once again hunny.
<3 J.J.J <3
thanksgiving was pretty awesome...spent time w/ the family while eating and gossiping like always...
then hung out with jarrett and had the most awesomest//amazingest//wonderfullest time ever with him. it was so much fun...it was friggen out of controll mann. i got to meet pats girlfriend, shes really nice. but thanks jarrett for making me have a wonderfull time...like always tho, you just make everything that much better. <33333.
im getting surgury...my 1st surgury out of 2 or 3. the 1st ones taken place on december 15th at MGH...but the exlante part is i get to come home that same day. so thats good i guess.
and the last thing for now, untill i update at a later time...i got a new job at the learning path in derry//hampstead, i love it. its a day care...kinda like first impressions but the learning path is just so much better. so far things are going well with it and the other workers are nice too, so thats a plus.
goodnite everyone...happy late thanksgiving...hope yours was as good as mine was.
<3- tiffany
"you just complete me in every way possible, or thats how it seems to me...your amazing and i cant wiat to see you nd your cute face nd butt again" muahh <33333
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| and the news just gets worse from here. |
[07 Nov 2005|09:29pm] |
RIP
STEVE HODGEMAN 11/07/05
you'll be missed greatly&
we'll always love youu.
I just cant even belive this is happining...its so sad. you boys (carl and steve) were great guys and everyone loved you. i just wish this was all one big dream, and im sure other people wish that too.
TO: steve and Carl...
watch over us boys,
we'll always love you&
u'll never be forgotten.
rest in peace.
"ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG"
CARL BURKE 11/04/05 & STEVE HODGEMAN 11/07/05 <3 RIP
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| its almost like we all need to grow up just a little... |
[06 Nov 2005|10:42pm] |
*11/04/05**
Rest in peace carl, you'll be missed and never forgotten. <3 we love you and never forget that.
and steve...hang in there buddy because i know you can pull thru this. im praying for you everyday, and alot of other people are too, we know you can pull thur this. stay strong. we love you <33
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| im the big OnE EighT todayyyy. |
[21 Oct 2005|07:03pm] |
Yeah so todays my birthday...
thanks to everyone who actually remembered.
oh well i guess i cant complain...
its better than last years.
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[17 Oct 2005|09:22pm] |
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i just dont want you to hurt me again. please :/
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[13 Oct 2005|10:35pm] |
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everything was amazing and awesome...
almost like it was too good too be true.
and not its just plain old shitty.
but i guess for me i always seem to fuck things up? rite? maybe...
i need you nd i miss you so much.
whats wrong and waht did i do??
maybe its me...
im dull and worthless i guess rite?
is it because im not pretty enouf for you?
i just wish everything would go back to being amazinggg.
i just dont know anything anymore...
alls i know is i need you, i miss you and i want to see you asap.
pffft, whatevvvs...im done
no one reads this anyways.
goodnite to whoevers reading this.
<3- tiffany
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[07 Oct 2005|12:31am] |
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errrrr...
sometimes things really arnt like they seem to be.
oh well, i jsut dont think i know anything...whatevvvvvs
byee
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| im as easy as a sunday morning... |
[03 Oct 2005|11:46pm] |
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my weekend was so fucking wonderful and amazing, i cant even explain it. oooof!
friday night=
deerfeild fair with-
jarrett, andrea, pat, jeff, kathleen, derek, shawn and cait.
even tho it was rediclously cold that night...
i still had the best time and im glad i went. :)
satruday//satruday night=
went to the dump with my mom...
then out for a great lunch with my sister and my mom at apple bees...
then jarrett calls me up and i headed off to his house...
hung out there all night by the fire in his backyard,
with kathleen ,derek, steve and andrea...and then pat came by for a little i think?
it was such an awesome night, ohh boyyyy.
then everyone left and i stayed over jarretts for the night.
my satruday night was pretty funnnnn. :) <3333 thanksss <3333
sunday=
waking up at jarretts house...
drove to dereks house and the 4 of us took dereks moms car to maryanns ((BREAKFAST))
and we littlerly waited like and hour or longer in line...it was worth it tho, i guess.
then we went to the atv place on crystal ave
and looked at some little atvs for the ((Chicks)) as the boys put it...
then we went back to dereks and got his atv...
then drove back to jarretts and got his atv out and ready and
then we went 4 wheeling for a longg few hours.
it was so funn, but jarrett thought it would be pretty funny
to drive thru a big muddy puddle fast and you guessed it...i got all dirrty.
ohh man. after that we headed back to jarretts cos the guys had to help pat
take out docks so me and kath went to her house and washed our faces
and put on make up and then they picked us up...
and we went back out on the trails untill it got dark.
i had soooo much fun. i cant wait till next weekend. oooof i can not wait.
i get to see jarrett tomorrow and im pretty happy for that and i cant wait. <333
i thought id do a update seeing how its been a few dayss or something like that.
enjoy and hey kiddo's have a wonderful night,
im hitting the hay in like 12.4395834985 seconds. littlerly
<3- tiffany -<3
<33 happiness <33
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[27 Sep 2005|11:38pm] |
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mmhmm your just what i need. :) :* :P
OH AND IM GETTING A TATTOO on october 22 at 1230pm...
the day after my real birthday. i cant wait tho im kinda scared.
when i get it done ill take pictures of it and post it on my LJ for everyone to see it.
and my 18th birthday is in 3 weeks ohh boyyy.!
i wonder if anyone will remember it this year?
we'll have to see i guess.
<33
i hung out with steve the outher day...it was awesomeee*
im glad he came overr, i miss that kid like whoaa.
were gona hang out again soon, and i cant wait. :)
school tomorrow, kinda pumped but kinda not...idk.
i get to see jarrett on thursdayy and i can not wait,
becuz i havent seen him in a few days and i miss him.
ooofff! i cant wait im so exicited,
and i hope that this weekend i can stay out with him again
like many other weekends, we always have much funn.<3
im done for now...laguna beach reruns are on...YEAH!,
so i think im gona go and watch it for a little.
gnite all.
<3- tiffany
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[21 Sep 2005|11:09am] |
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yeahh so i havent updated in a few weeks...
id have to say over all things are going pretty damnn good
i like it...::knoc on wood::
i now go to timberaline regional high school...its better.
I just got out of mass general hospital...i was there for 2 fucking weeks.
pfft i was so pissed, but now im happy to be back home.
mmhhmm, jarrett is really an amazing guyyy. oofff!! you have no ideaa mann.
umm yeahh today makes it one month untill im the big 18...
lets see if anyone remembers my birthday this year...*FYI*its october 21st.
ok im done...i'd thought id update before i have to leave to go to work.
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[01 Sep 2005|07:23pm] |
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yeahh i have mono...fucking gay god.
im pissed and it sucks so bad.
"so since you wana be with me
youll have to follow through
with every word you say"
^i miss you tho babyy.
i wish i was with you rite now,
because i know youd be taking care of me.
youre the best and the most amazing wonderfulest boyfriend
any girl could have by far, and im so lucky i have youu.
cant wait to see you asap.<333
im going back to bed, ill do a summer update when im feeling more up to it. i promise.
have a wonderful night everyone, i know i wont becuase of stupid mono. ughhh
<3- tiffany
FTP...FTP
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| pfft...ive wawsted my time with all you people i call my friends. |
[16 Aug 2005|11:47pm] |
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ok. this isnt directed to anyone impictular but its directed to my old group of friends...not my sandown friends, because they know what it means to be a friend... anyway im sick of getting walked all over on and not getting any calls anymore orheck invited to ANYTHING...so what i have come to is that EVERY ONE OF U THAT THIS PERTAINS TO CAN GO FUCK YOURSELFS!!
ok im done.bye
ans this dose not pertain to all of my friends that i use to hang out with...just a few of you so dont be pissed or anything. ok. cos i still <3 youuu.
<3 tiffany
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| stolen from someone...its pretty neat i guess. but im bored. yeahh |
[11 Aug 2005|10:30pm] |
list 20 people you know in *no* particular order:
1. Kathleen
2. Pat
3. Derek
4. Jarrett
5. Dayel
6. John
7. Steve C
8. Johnny S
9. Steph
10. Vikki
11. Laura
12. Mike
13. josh
14. johnny butt
15. Kristen
16. michelle
17. shane
18. matt b
19. andrea
20. matt
-How did you meet 13?
hmm im guessing from school//being friends with his friends.
-What would you feel if you never met 5?
Bummed out. becos shes my cousin and my best friend
-What do you honestly think of 10?
shes really awesome and is the sweetest person i know. i <3 herr.
-would or did 19 and 8 go out?
hah i highly doubt it...they are friends but thats it.
-have you ever liked 7?
omg yeahh for the longest time.
-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know?
I'm sorry for everything i did...and i love them all especially the love of my life. <33
-would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
um they possibly could but then again i dont know.
-Describe 3 in 3 words:
nice.funny.spontanious
-Do you think 12 is hot?
um i use to...heh
-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
haha no...thats would just be really crazy. 2 different peoeple.
-What do you think when you see 8?
hes sos straight edge...hes so crazy
-tell me something humiliating about 11
This question is lame. why would i do that
-do you know any of 6's family members?
fucking awesome people.
-What's 20's favorite color?
im not too sure but im guessing eaither green or blue
-on a scale of 1-10 how cute is 4?
obv a 10. thats the hawtness rite there. <333.
-what would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
omg i would like cry, im a very emotional person..but he alresdy has so its all good.
-what language does 19 speak?
american?
who is 8 going out with?
hes single...watch out ladies
-is 9 a boy or a girl?
girl
-would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
well if they were gay...id say maybe BUT THEY ARE NOT. pfft
-what grade is 17 in?
12th
-When was the last time you talked to 12?
ehh a long time ago...we use to be best friends. i miss him
-What is 3's favorite band?
....TI...hes into everythings really.
-does 2 have any siblings?
yeahh i belive a sister.
-Would you ever date 6?
no, hes dating my cousin.
-would you ever date 7?
i already did but i guess i might consider it again.
-What is 20's last name?
not really sure
-what is 5's middle name?
jean
-what is 10's fantasy?
hmmm, for me to know nd u to find out.
-would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
no, it would be pretty funny actually
-what school does 16 go to?
pinkerton
-what school does 1 go to?
timberlaine
-where does 9 live?
derry
-would you make out with 13?
hmm...idk
-are 5 and 6 best friends?
obv. they have been together for 4 years.
-does 7 like 20?
ha no, they dnt even know eathother
-how did you meet 15?
walking to wrb freshmen year.
-is 12 older than you?
no
-is 2 the sexiest person alive?
um obv. he was my prom date so hes the sexiest person alive...besides jarrett of corse. ;)
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| you can fill this one in. |
[30 Jul 2005|01:06pm] |
hello, im tiffany and today/everyday of my life im a/an __________??
A.sap
B.fucking idiot
C.dumbass
D.fool
E.all of the above
i choose E for my answer. pfft, whatevvvvs.
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| evevn with thos tears u've cried, your still beautiful. |
[28 Jul 2005|08:16am] |
01. Tell me something obvious about yourself.
02. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.
03. What is your biggest fear?
04. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?
05. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?
06. What is your most treasured possession?
07. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?
08. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.
09. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing that you can never say 'no' to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk/high/whatever.
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
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[26 Jul 2005|11:15pm] |
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err, im aggervated and very giggly...i dont know why tho..actually i do.sometimes you drive me bananas and make me worry. errr wtf mannnnn.
i love dancing in my underpants.
work wasnt bad at all today, considering i had to watch kids for 10+ hours.
i love my job, its pretty sweet. my favorite kids there are- my baby patrick, stephen, zachary,lance,jack, ava, caitlyn *cc*, jimmy, daniel...and a few others and my least favorite is nicole.
i miss not seeing jarrett, so i cant wait to see him <3 we are cuteeeeee <3.
So for tomorrow i dont know what going on...i have a few things i can do so ill just have to see how i feel and what i really want to do, yeahh knoww.
Happy Birthday uncle john, i miss u more and more as each day and year passes by.
umm i got kicked out of my house for a few days, so ill keep u all posted on whats up with that.
Vikki is leaving for england in a few days...i hope she has a blast and ill miss her.
damnn im in the weirdest mood...like i said befor, really aggervated and giggly..
ohh boy its odd, but crazzzy.
im gona go and hit the hayy, im so tireddd.
goodnight, and i love you all.
<3- tiff
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[25 Jul 2005|07:56am] |
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well this weekend was oretty kick ass. ohh boyy. i already wrote about my amazing satruday so ill tell you all about yesterday ((*sunday*)). well i got up, got ready and went to the store for my mom and that was aroind 11ish. i get a call from jarrett and he invited me over to hang out. shortly after that i got home, did a few last minute things and headed off to jarretts house. after i got there like 5 minutes later dereck and kathleen stoped by and we hung out with them till like 3ish good times haha, then actually we ended up hanign out at steve wrights house with pat, johnny, steve-o, dereck, kath...and then we all peaced out one after another and did our own thing for a couple more hours. jarrett and i ended up just going back to his house and watched a movie and what not...i had funn with him. :) then at 530 we headed to pats lake house in hampstead and that was such an awesome time. i had soooo much fun and im glad that jarrett took me. i jumped in the water off the trampoline that was on the deck and swam out to the dock and chatted with dereck, jarrett, pat and kathleen...then the guys jumped off the dock and kath and i stayed out there for about an hour just talking, i really like here...shes nice i can see us forming a really good friendship bindage type thing if we keep hanging out, which would be pretty sweet. and i also hope things work out with her and dereck. i tihnk on wednesday her and i might hang out...im not sure tho depends if shes working or what not. anyways we decided to go back to the shore becuase it was getting cold and then shortly after that we all left and then i brought jarrett home and went to marys for a little...then home and thats about it. i just loved spending the day with jarrett it was so nice. i think were gona hang out tomorrow, or something and i cant wait. im gona have to pick him up at the BK by exit 4 on the day that we hang out but i dont really mind...it will be good times. he starts working again at his old job place so i hope everything wnet//goes well with that. ill find out after i talk to him. but anyways...i think i have to end this enrty...many things to do...i have to go to my girl doctor and get my shot...then come home clean my room a bit and then its off to work for me. uhh work im kinda looking foward to it becuase i get to see my kids..but i hope its a good dayyy. so maybe ill update later tonight or something...donon tho.
have a great dayy ok :)
<3- tiff
days so far that i know im working
monday- 1230-5
tuesday- 7-5
and then im probably maybe gona get more hours, but i dono.
i get paid this week nigga! eee!
<3 OOOFFF! YOU ARE INDEED JUST SOO AMAZINGG <3
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[24 Jul 2005|12:34am] |
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today//tonight = amazinggg//wonderful//funn//awesomee...i cant even explain it.
so heres my day: i left my house at 130pm and i headed off to derecks house, where i met up with jarrett <33, matt, pat, cathleen, dereck and pat woman...i cant remember her name..anyways tho after we all got there we left his house and headed up to north conway//kangamanfus highway...to go swiming at the lower falls on the kangamangus...i didnt think that id actually go in but i did...haha. the water was decent but damn there was such a strong current...in the beginging i like annihalated my face//and body because of it...i was so scared but jarrett and pat saved me. we floated down strem a bit and then i decided it was time for me to get out...i got soo cold, it was rediclous. after that we went back to the car and dried off...got some gas and then went to a place called the pizza barn so everyone could eat. we spent at least 2 good hours there, ohh mann. after that we left and went to the go carts and did a few laps...pfft my car like stalled like 129834382 times...so i jsut got up and walked off the traxk cos i was getting pissed. then we went to cathleenes uncles lake house and hung out there for a while, we were gona stay the night but her uncle was being kinda anal but its all good...we all just got on the ferry to bring us back to the cars and around 1000ish we left and began our journy home...once again it was a really long ride, and i think it being late and dark made it seem like it was a never ending ride. but the ride was pretty good, jarrett and i cuddled and stuff and that was so sweet and nice and made me feel all warm inside (not in a sexual way, btw). in like epping we had to make a nessary stop to dunkins becuase we were all falling asleep, but soon after the coffees we were fine. we got back to derecks house at 1200 and then i brought jarrett home and then i made my way home. so id have to say...my night was just so fun and amazing and im glad i got to spend it with great people.
btw- derecks girlfriend cathleen is really nice, i do liek hanging out with her shes a sweetie.
alrite im out- im hitting the hayyy cos im tired like madddddd, nigga.
peaceee out kiddiess.
goodnight
<3-tiff
"you just compleat me" <3
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[23 Jul 2005|08:38am] |
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i guess it will always be the same...
i get my hopes up for everything...
and then they get shot down by youu.
err, it makes me upset...and im sorry
if your upset//mad to for making me feel like that.
i just miss you so muchh, <33
u always let me down.
thanks, i <3 youu too.
ill see you later tonight...i think?
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